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Jan 23 2026
A wish

Keep my anger from

becoming meanness.

keep my sorrow from 

collaspiing into self-pity.

Keep my heart soft enough to

keep breaking.Keep my anger 

turned towards justice,not

cruelty.

Remind me that all of this,

every bit of it,is for love.

keep me fiercely kind.

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Jan 10 2026
Desire and Pleasure

One has to understand the nature of desire and pleasure,not condemn it - krishnamurti !

Detachment is not about owing nothing.It is about nothing owning you.when is something truly owning us ? the moment something becomes yours it begins to own you.So when does something become mine?

A person is not yours when you love them.They become yours when their freedom threatens your security.This is the precise moment bondage is born.Why does their freedom threaten my security?the whole drama demands repetitions and permanence. It wants everything to stay the same, because the moent change enters,the borrowed sense of completeness feels threatened.So what happens then? what happense when the mind demands permanence from what is impermanent ?anxiety appears-will this remain forever? From that comes possessiveness, i must secure it. then control , i must manege to outcomes,because if i don't , i may lose the object of my pleasure and with it the fragile sense of completeness i borrowed from that person.At that moment , the experience is no lonfer enjoyed - it is defended. and what ever must be defended begins to own you.

The test is simple, if it disappears, do you disappear?if the loss of something collapses you,then it was never just something you had-it was something that had you.So is pleasure the problme?should we avoid things that make us feel good? Should we all become monks and ive in mountain?

Of course not you are her to live,not leave. Detachment is not an escape from life, but freedom within life-it is about being clise to things,people,realtionships, and objects,without beings consumed owned by them.Pleasure becomes bondage only whn you demand it to repeat,to stay the same.Permanence is the real attachment:that is where true clinging lies.We are attached to pleasure;we are attached to continuity.The monet you say "stay" pleasure turns its ownership.And what you own,owns you.

But isn't detachment coldness/. should we not care?

Detachment does not mean not caring;it means not clinging, not asking what is alive to stand still.When one truly sees and accepts that all phenomena are impermanent-that every moment,every encounter,every feeling is unrepeatable-the mind naturally becomes more present.Nothing is taken for granted.Attention sharpens.Appeciation deepens.Gratitude arises,not as a forced practice,but as a lived response to the fleeting nature of what is here now.A detached person may actually feel pleasure more deeply,not less.This is because they do not corrupt the moent bu asking it to last.They are not thinking about how to secure the other person,how to frreeze each moment.They are simply present - open . relaxed and snjoying without clinging.They let pleasure be what it is: a visitor, not a permanent rsident.

Do not see impermanence as a threat - because when you do , you cling , you control and you fear.See impermanence as an invitation to truly live.It is only because nothing lasts that everything matters so deeply..

so the summary is _

Detachment is not an instruction to avoid life,but an invitation to enter it fully.

Have money,but let it flow rather than freeze and accumulate.

Have a house , but do not become obsessed with preserving it .

Love deeply , but do not turn love into possession.

Take on roles and responsibilities, but do no try to control every outcomes.

Live in the world with open hands, not clenched fists.

When you accept change,you change.

This is not withdrawal from life-it is freedom within it.

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Jan 10 2026
Char Phool hain Aur Duniya hai.

One should have enough memories to fit on the fingers of one hand.It often makes me think as a person grows older,they begin to let go,while younger people cling to their memories.

Memories are fragile. they construct our perspective of how we see and understand reality and for young people it's different,for old people its's different.

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Dec 12 2025
Individual isn't individual ?

In this social structure , Individuality is collective.isn't it ?

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Dec 12 2025
The Laws of Human Nature

Currently, I am reading this book ,The Laws Of Nature written by Robert Greene from 6 months.

Here I will write this blog on some of the topics.

1- How to view the world?

Try to see yourself as an explorer.It is like returning to your childlike spirit and curiosity, from before you had an ego and being right was more important than connecting to the world.The world simply exists as it is - things or events aren't good or bad, right or wrong, ugly or beautiful.It is we with our particular perspectives who add color to or subtract it from things and people.We shape much of the reality that we preceive, dictated by moods and emotions.

2 - How to view Yourself ?

Come to the terms with the fact that you aren't as free and autonomous as you like to believe.Realize as well that you aren't as good as the idealize image of your self opinion.With this awarness,You willn't feel the need to be validated by others.Also rememeber that what we preceive is out personal version of reality, one that is of our creation.

3 - How to view adversity?

Embrace all obstacles as learning experience.In this way you embrace life itself.

4- How to see others in our life ?

By accepting people, by understanding and if possible even loving them for their human nature, we can liberate our minds from the obsessive and petty emotions.We can alter our lives by altering our attitudes of mind.We can have some distant and stop ourselves from taking everything personally mental space is freed up for higher pursuits.

 

 

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Dec 12 2025
The Last to know

The force of the ego is so strong that sometimes it feels natural to remain in that state. One thing is very clear: as the observer, you can stay away from conflicts, but the body—which is not you and is merely an accumulation of various elements—will still need human things like physicality, emotional care, and physical love.
If you are practicing meditation and feeling separation, in words you are with your true observer. You can clearly see how the body feels the need for various things. You can sense that it was never truly your need or choice. That is why, as male and female, relationships are necessary—they are the need of the biological body. The observer needs nothing.
In that state, there is no conflict, no fear, no thought—only stillness. You feel no indifference. You are in complete love and presence. Try to hear the inner ups and downs; they are not you. Try to see that you are always witnessing all thoughts and actions. This brings a childlike smile and eternal calm.
With practice and reflection, you can feel the real you—the Brahma! After that, it will always be your choice to do what you want in life. You will neither be a fake saint nor a master. You will accept the world as it is. You will understand there is no such thing as genius and no such thing as failure. All is simply a matter of clarity. This is the absolute state and the most epic knowledge one can desire.

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Dec 03 2025
A different Drama

The obsession , what we human call love , the possession , confusion these are all just driven by hormonically or more realted to bio-body .

Love is something which you do to all human being.It is something which make you calm to your existance and activate a acceptance dimension within you.Any special connection can be societal , parental , and biologically driven.if you are unaware and lost in smoke of mind you will compare this centered person type love as divine.Divine love and its feeling makes you love to all human eternally without any indifference .It is timeless.Divine love is our nature.It is something which is into us but we are smelling it outside.But this external fragrance is limited and of short duration.

(Divine love is a state when real observer is seeing the false observer's observations and then he/she sees what is real and understand the adawait.A death of ego.You are creating this world. World is not real it's your mind.You will feel the rain and outrage of the ego behind every of your action.This state is your real human nature.There is no indifference and conflict here.You are more close to the divine.You feel the integrity and singularity with everything here.)

but then what about this connection that one feel for the other person ?

Lets first understand what connection actually means in this world..

  1. Societal , Inherited .
  2. Biologically driven.
  3. something cosmic , enlightened connections(assume it is !).

Check what is your case ...

Are you free , egoless and away from the influence ?

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Nov 18 2025
Best End

i am seeing there will be never a better end . there will be the end of everything . End can be possible at an instant , in a duration , in a period but a better and desired end is not possible to achieve.

You have to end the things.

why is not a better end ?

Ego is everywhere , a multidynamic dillusion , a venomous snake within us.

I think i have a better end now ! (why ?)

comeback ...

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Nov 11 2025
Wants

i am seeing a change in me ! i will be always in this state. I promise myself ! Things are temporary here ..but i will preserve this state ! Some part of me is still unhappy but i know why ..haha !

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Oct 18 2025
Something Similar to Love

By believing passionately in something that still doesn't exist , we create it !

and just like the moon , we must go through phases of emptiness to feel full again ! 

 

 

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Sep 30 2025
Confusion of the UNION AND INTERSECTION IN THE typescript

.here it is ..

interface Admin {

    name: string

    permission:string

}

interface User{

    name: string

    age:number

}

type Empolyee = Admin | User;

function greet(user: Empolyee):void

{

    console.log(`${user.age} ${user.name} ${user.permission}`)

}

let person: Empolyee = {

    name: "anukool",

    age: 20,

    permission:"allowed"

}

greet(person)


Union (|) is a "Union of Sets"

  • Everyday Meaning of Union: To combine or merge things together.

  • Set Theory Meaning: The union of two sets is a new, larger set that contains all the items from both original sets.

Let's say you have a set of all possible Admin objects and a set of all possible User objects.

The union of these two sets is one giant set containing every object that is either an Admin or a User.

When your function receives a variable of this union type (Empolyee), it could be any value from that giant, combined set. To be safe, you can only use the properties that are common to every single member of that set (which is only name).

Analogy: A union is like a fruit basket containing both apples and oranges. An item from the basket is either an apple or an orange. You can only do things that apply to all fruit, like weigh it. You can't assume it can be peeled like an orange, because it might be an apple.


 

Intersection (&) is an "Intersection of Properties"

 

  • Everyday Meaning of Intersection: The small area where two things overlap.

  • Set Theory Meaning: An object that belongs to the intersection of two types must satisfy the constraints of both types simultaneously.

An intersection type doesn't combine the sets of values; it combines the sets of properties. An object of type Admin & User must satisfy the Admin rules and the User rules.

To satisfy both, it must have:

  • name and permission (from Admin)

  • AND name and age (from User)

The result is an object that must have the union of all properties: { name, age, permission }.

IN SIMPLE WORDS.. INTERSECTION (&)  WILL GIVE YOU ACCESS TO  ALL PROPETIES AND UNION (|) HERE GIVE ACCESS OF ONLY COMMON ONE

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Aug 28 2025
I isn't Me

It will be a blog about all the things i observe in ' i ' !! 

i am going through a real journey - the only journey with instant events and immediate reach.A journey of without any title and duration.A hidden ,yet always desired, Journey.

The rain of ego and our motion through it is the whole performance of life. Unawareness of this phenomenon creates incomplete chemistry within us, which we describe in various ways in terms of events and our involvement. What drives us toward thoughts of emptiness, lack, and desire is ego. Yet we are already full and complete. I see love as our nature — something that has always been in our eyes, though we search for it in others through the same eyes, never pausing to observe the observer.

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Aug 06 2025
7 August

Hello, my name is Aditya yati. I am studying B.E. in IT, and I like to write using the keyboard. Today, I will tell you a story about a keyboard.

The name of the keyboard was Portronics. I will refer to the keyboard as a male figure. He was noiseless and dust-free in his childhood. He was made up of fiber and metal. He had a heart — a microcontroller. He was programmed only for typing. He was like an old typewriter, with proper key placement. Mechanical in touch, he had a dream: to be used one day by a great novelist.

Days passed, and soon he became part of something great. A novelist named Yati was now using him.

But time moved forward. By 2070, keyboards were no longer used, because everyone had their own AI assistants for such tasks. The story I am telling belongs to 2027, when Yati lived in Room 2525 — a 3BHK flat.

Yati had a roommate, Anupam, also known as Raja Ji. He was a calm and intelligent guy. The third roommate was Anuj, a chilled-out and busy person.

 

 

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Aug 05 2025
Adwaita

Aadwaita - not dual


I - here is just mean refer author 

I have always heard about things and their stories of different stages. If something is non-physical and can't be described in simple words, then the nature of its stages may be different. 'Different' here refers to the nature of the stages themselves and how they are interpreted from the outside.

There is a saying: always try to see the story from the other side. This saying is an external expression of the theory of Advaita. It creates mutual harmony among people by fostering understanding of others. It also expands your consciousness and deepens your current awareness of the subject. Moreover, it encourages you to think about another person’s situation and their life. In doing so, it helps you appreciate and love the true nature of the person.

 

 

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Jul 29 2025
Journey to the observer

I was always curious about my surroundings. I liked to make and draw things using easily available materials — for instance, creating designs by stacking balls made from wet soil.

I can still feel the coldness of a freshly cultivated field, and the soil dust on my face and nose. The smell of the water-mud mixture, and the sight of blackened toenails. The melodic harmony of running water and the sound of the tubewell. The coldness of the water, and the warmth of our childhood — my brother and I. Our alertness to the young and caring voice of our mother.

During the afternoon, the monotonous sound of insects used to fill the whole surrounding.

I can still sense my hesitation toward strangers and unfamiliar events. Was that the reason for the rise of the term fear?

I remember how I imagined books and bags, and how I felt sympathy for my brother on our first day of school. We were so alone that day, and we had no idea where our class was. Was that the beginning of myself?

I can still see my brother standing outside my LKG class, weeping and crying for me and our mother. Was that my first experience with separation?

I can still hear my name being called when I received second rank. Was that the beginning of the term me?

I can still see the smile on my mother's face when I told her about reading my first poem and the appreciation I received from my UKG teacher. I can still see my brother’s small fingers and his back carrying a big school bag.

I can also sense the bullying nature of the tempo boys (from the old school four-wheeler) and still see their strangely smiling faces. Was that my first introduction to the term different?

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Jul 13 2025
Eternal recurrence

The Universe Might Be on Repeat. Should We Care?

Imagine living your life over again—every mistake, every joy, every mundane Tuesday—repeating forever. Not once. Not twice. Eternally.

This is the core of eternal recurrence, a mind-bending concept that has haunted philosophers and physicists for centuries. Most famously, Friedrich Nietzsche wielded it like a moral hammer, challenging us: if your life were to repeat forever, would you embrace it, or collapse under the weight of your choices?

He wasn’t the first. The idea has ancient roots—from the Stoics to Hindu cosmology, where time loops in grand cycles. The universe, some traditions say, is born, destroyed, and reborn again—like a cosmic phoenix, endlessly repeating its story.

In modern physics, the idea gets a strange new life. The second law of thermodynamics implies a slow march toward entropy—but in an infinite universe, randomness might recreate our exact world again. And again. And again.

Why does this matter?

Because even if eternal recurrence isn’t true in a literal sense, it’s a useful thought experiment. What if you lived as if everything you did mattered forever? What if every small act echoed through time?

Nietzsche called this the "greatest weight." But maybe it's also a great gift. A reason to live deliberately.

In an age obsessed with novelty, eternal recurrence reminds us: the real challenge isn’t doing something new. It’s doing the same thing—again—and making it meaningful.

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Jul 13 2025
AI-AGENTS

Understanding AI Agents

An AI agent is a system that can perceive its environment, reason about it, and act to achieve specific goals. Think of it like a smart digital assistant, but with more autonomy. These agents don’t just follow commands—they make decisions, adapt to changes, and often learn over time.

There are many types of AI agents, ranging from simple rule-based bots to advanced autonomous systems powered by machine learning. They can exist in software form (like a chatbot or virtual assistant) or control physical robots.

Real-World Applications

AI agents are already transforming industries:

  • Customer service: Virtual agents handle queries, provide support, and even upsell products.

  • Finance: AI agents analyze market trends and execute trades.

  • Healthcare: They assist doctors by analyzing patient data or even automating diagnostics.

  • Gaming: AI opponents and companions in games are essentially agents with goals and behavior models.

The Future of AI Agents

As AI models become more powerful (like GPT-4 and beyond), agents are getting better at reasoning, planning, and interacting with humans. Soon, personal AI agents could manage your schedule, handle emails, or coordinate tasks across apps—freeing up your time and energy.

Final Thoughts

AI agents mark a shift from static tools to dynamic collaborators. They’re not just about automation—they’re about intelligence, decision-making, and interaction. As the tech matures, AI agents might become as common and essential as smartphones are today.

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Jul 10 2025
About_ENTROPY

I started working on it while learning Flask during my CS50 course during 2023. It also became a part of my hands-on experimentation with various backend functions and route handlers to understand how server-side logic actually works—especially around concepts like SSH, CSRF protection, cookies, and user authentication (including login systems and password hashing).

 

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